woke up to a day off. Sometimes I wonder if I really woke or had a dream
that is still moving through time. I spent the morning thinking about
yesterday and what might happen today. I had never spent time away from
work with patients, I never really wanted to and nowadays it is not
something that sleep technologists do. But this was the old days and
for some reason, I was drawn to Doctor Morph and was experiencing some
excitement and nervousness about the day to come. I kept thinking that
perhaps he was not playing with a full deck. But what did I have to
lose? Just a little time that might turn out to be a very entertaining
experience. Wow, was I in for a big surprise!
is the story of the entire day, as it happened. I have told a few friends
and family members over the years, but I have never typed these words
on a keyboard before. So, here we go.
breakfast and my afternoon yoga, it was about time to head over to the
hotel to see Dr. Morph. Everything was still going along like any normal
day with the exception of meeting a patient from my sleep lab.
of my biggest frustrations in all my readings concerning esoteric concepts
was the authors were dead. Some of the most interesting ideas about
sleep and life were written hundreds of years ago. I felt that I might
have come across someone who not only had the knowledge I was seeking,
but wanted to teach me and was already operating in other dimensions.
I always had the feeling that this had something to do with what narcoleptic
patients experience but they had no idea what they were going through.
Dr. Morph seemed to have some special knowledge.
was feeling a little nervous when I arrived at the hotel. At the desk,
I got his room number and called. He was back from the sleep center
and said he was feeling much better now. He was back on his medication and said I should come up.
the way up to his room, I thought about what to ask but decided to improvise
until I knew what he was like on his medication. I arrived at the door.
in," he said.
did the meeting go?" I asked.
well," he replied. "I should have no more problems with shift
work at my hospital."
talked a little about what went on in the meeting. They kept his medication
the same dosage and he was now officially diagnosed as a true narcoleptic.
said Dr. Morph. "Would you like to see my etheric double".
what I wanted to hear. "Yes," I replied.
I have to say these are not the best conditions." he said. "The
light in the room is a little low and the walls are not bright white
which would help, but we will give it a good try".
stood up against the wall near the balcony door. He pressed his body
against the wall with arms spread straight out.
relax your eyes," he said. "Look at my entire body at once
with broad vision. I will project my etheric double the best I can,
now wait till I am done before telling me what you see."
stared for several moments, changing my focus from time to time. At
one point I saw a faint shadow around his body, not sure if it was the
shadow from the light, his projection, or my just wanting to see something.
I leaned forward just to get a closer look, hoping I would see something
that would make me certain I was seeing his etheric double, but nothing
came, just the slight shadow that could have been coming from a combination
of room and window light.
have you seen?" he asked.
I did see a faint shadow around you but it didn't seem any different
from the shadow I saw when we first started. However, I think I might
have seen a little change but not sure.
don't doubt that," he responded. "Really need a white wall
and good light, of course it also helps to practice under the best of
first thoughts were going to the bookstore and picking up some books
on this subject. So, after the first demonstration was over we headed
to the East West Book Store. Once we arrived, he was very amazed at
the old Victorian house that was turned into an esoteric bookstore.
selection of books here is unbelievable," he said. "I have
never seen anything like this."
really like coming here" I replied. "There is always a feeling
of positive energy in the air. I spend most of my time in the room on
the right. That is where the books by Gurdjieff and friends are located.
Each room covers different topics”. He was looking to the left and checking
out a bookshelf across the wall. The topic of the wall was Theosophy.
He slowly walked over and peered at some books.
had always avoided the Theosophy section. The word reminded me too much
of Philosophy which brought up negative memories of the subject in college.
say, what do we have here?" he said. "Blavasky's entire 12
volume set of The Secret Doctrine. And look at the price, only $150
for all twelve books."
I may have to wait on getting that set," I said.
also comes in a 3 volume paper back for much less," he replied,
“but the 12 volume set is most desirable, especially, if no one else
has touched the books."
started moving through the store. He pointed out the books I should
get. Three hours later, we left. My pockets were $100 lighter, which
for me was a huge sum, considering my salary. I picked up about 8 books
including The Etheric Double, The Astral Body, The Mental Body, and
The Causal body. I was leaving with so many bodies I did not know which
body I was in now or going to be in later. Could it be, I am all of
these bodies at the same time and only aware of the most predominate
one, the physical body while awake? Still I had an itch telling me that
this may not be for real, just a nice fantasy. However, if there was
something to it, I was going to find out. I felt I might have a real
live connection, a mentor who could help me with learning almost a new
language and someone to answer my questions when I was stuck. I began
to hear a song in my head by one of my favorite artist, Bob Dylan, “The
Times They Are A-Changin'”
decided to eat at the Oasis, a place not far from the bookstore, just
across the street. The restaurant was filled with college students.
We talked about the books and ate our burgers and watched the crowd.
we went back to the hotel. I was still feeling a little cautious but
I was totally interested at the same time.
started thinking about what I would really like to experience given
the small amount of time I had with Dr. Morph and what kept coming into
my mind was astral projection. I had read many books where the authors
had talked about their astral projection trips. I knew of a travel agency
called Astral Travel in northern California. Of all the bodies that
had come up, it was the only one I was familiar with through previous
you think it is possible for me to experience an astral trip in the
near future?" I asked.
under hypnosis it could be possible now," he said.
I replied. "How do we get started?”
stood against the wall near to where he tried to show me his etheric
double and told me to lie on the middle of the bed facing up. My head
was against the headboard and I could see him from where I was laying.
He was still leaning against the wall opposite to the bed when he began
to speak slowly with a low tone.
you lie relaxed, pick a spot on the ceiling and focus on it," he
said. "Soon all your thoughts will disappear, you will remember
everything that happens. Begin to focus on your breathing, keep staring
at the spot on the ceiling and feel yourself relax. Breath deeply and
slowly. You are feeling very comfortable and relaxed now. I am going
to contact your astral body."
out of Sandman's body and wait next to the bed", he continued.
"Now I want you to go to the bathroom."
that point, I did not see or feel anything out of the ordinary. I felt
very relaxed but that was all. As soon as he gave the command to go
to the bathroom, out of the corner of my eye I saw a shadow in the shape
of a large egg on its side quickly swoop from my side around the corner
and into the bathroom. I could not see it once it moved around the corner.
look around," still talking in a low voice. "See what it looks
like, notice everything you can and remember what you see."
tried visualizing what I might be seeing, allowing the visions to come
on their own. What I saw or imagined was an open door, straight through
the door was a mirror on the wall with a sink below. The mirror appeared
yellow and had round corners. Below it, was what appeared to be an old
sink. It looked dirty and I could almost see something moving around
on it. Next to it was an old toilet that also had a yellowish hue and
seemed to have something like insects crawling around inside the bowl.
To the far right, there was the bath and shower curtain.
astral body will now return to you" he said.
as soon as he said, “return”, I saw the shadow swoop back from around
the corner and into me. I did
not feel anything but did see something for sure. I really did not know
if it was my astral body or another body but it was very visible from
the corner of my eyes. I had kept my eyes focused on the ceiling but
I was able to see things from the corner of my eyes.
This was the first time something happened to me that seemed real, but
I was unable to rationalize any of it.
I want you to focus again on your breathing, stay relaxed and when I
say return, you will be back to your normal self and remember everything.....
that word, my first movement was to look to my left toward the bathroom
to see if anyone or anything could have caused the egg shaped shadow.
I saw nothing. Then, I looked at Dr. Morph.
you seen this bathroom before our little experiment," he asked.
tell me what you saw", he asked.
described everything I saw in detail.
lets go and take a look in the bathroom and see how it compares,"
found the door closed. He opened it. Everything was where I described
it but nothing looked old or yellowish and the mirror had square corners
not round as I remembered them. The sink and toilet looked much newer
and they were very clean.
everything is in its place but nothing looks old or dirty." I replied.
is normal," he replied. "The astral body's vision is on a
different frequency than our physical body so things won't always look
the same as they would in the physical world. If you had said everything
looked exactly the same, I would think you knew what this bathroom really
looked like and just wanted to make me feel better."
was getting late and Dr. Morph was getting tired. He was flying out
the next day.
you are back home will you be able to contact me through the astral
level and will you be able to find me when you are sleeping?" I
is possible for us to connect but it would be much easier if we exchanged
something that had been near our body for a long time. It picks up your
was wearing an African bead necklace that I had picked up in an arts
and crafts show. Not expensive, but nice and I had been wearing it for
several months. I was a little attached to it but knew it was the best
thing I had to give him.
this necklace work?" I asked.
that would work nicely," he replied. "And for you, let's see.
Ahh yes!! Here it is! I have been carrying this French coin around in
my billfold for over 5 years. Keep this on you and I will use the necklace
whenever I want to contact you."
I said. "I will keep it in my billfold at all times. Also, we should
exchange phone numbers, I have a feeling I will not be able to find
you as easily as you find me, if you know what I mean."
both chuckled. He gave me his card and wrote his home phone number on
the back. I gave him my phone number, which he wrote in his address
book. I let him know I would be calling from time to time to get some
guidance. I was still full of questions but knew we did not have time
for them and I wanted to read enough to ask intelligent ones.
know, I don't fly out until 6pm tomorrow night." he said. "I
will be checking out about 2pm. If you like, we can try hypnosis one
would be the goal of it?" I asked.
would like to wait till we start to tell you," he replied. "If
I tell you now you may get really anxious and not sleep well and your
thoughts and expectations could interfere with the process. But I will
tell you one thing for sure, if it works you will be taking a big step
in your connection to the....., well I really don't want to tell you
more about it tonight. You will
need some good sleep and tomorrow will be here before you know it.”
said our goodbyes and I left feeling something inside me had changed
a little, but not sure what it was. I had a gut feeling that Dr. Morph
was for real. As I walked back to my car, something told me tomorrow
was going to be a special day and I was about to embark on a special
journey, a journey that could change my life.
went to bed with all the books and started flipping through them just
to get the feel of what I would be reading. I dozed off wondering what
kind of day awaited me but never, in my wildest dreams would I have
believed what tomorrow had in store. I was about to embark on the greatest
adventure of my life and it would start off with a ROAR!!!
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